Back to school blues coming my way...

9 days left and I am suffering serious bouts of depression that extend themselves into my dream world. Like the other night I dreamt that this random teacher asked me to hold his kid and protect some secrets from the CIA. Then of course the recurring one I've had since year 1 of teaching- students going mad, throwing themselves out the windows and trash-talking to me. I'm waking up with that locking of the jaw I got a while back when I was stressed. So I'm clenching my jaw and the headaches are returning from holiday as well.
I spent so much of August pissed off at KLM for losing my suitcase that I haven't enjoyed my time off. I never used my time wisely; instead I putzed and mopped. The new subjects I'm teaching in a week- no clue what I'm doing the first day of real teaching; after all the ice breakers. Granted I have over a week to figure it all out, but when do you honestly think that will happen? Two nights before. Yes, you are correct.